I think

I am the yougest in my house. I live with my grandmother, grandfather and 2 brothers. My grandmother most like my elder brother (I think). I like to play basketball, but my grandmother don't like (I think). I want to buy a pair of basketball shoes. The cost is between RM100 to RM200, my grandmother thinks that's very expensive, so she is very unhappy (I think). I want to be a PPS in school, but I never let my grandmother know (have reason one). I sleep in my grandmother's room. She is very angry becasue I sleep at there let her not convenient (I think). I always let my grandmother angry or unhappy in house (I think my I let grandfather like that too). I had said I'll filial and love my grandmother and grandfather, but I can't do it... why?
Actually I am very diligent to do it.. but.. All of my family also don't like me (I think). Maybe, they don't like I do anything..I THINK!!!